Date Sent: October 20, 2014
Dear All,
My last email appeared harsh, rude and blunt asking members to leave this mailing list if they are not interested in divinity in Restarting eYoga emails after long gap. Sorry for harsh words.
I received emails saying - Why so repulsive? Should you not share the knowledge?...and like that. Here is message that may help explain my 'repulsive or harsh' approach many times. I will try to reduce harsh words but sometimes there is just an outburst and my only request to people remains "please un-subscribe if you don't have time for peace'. If 'agitated mind' is someone's choice then So-Be-It.
By the way, even my wife and kids don't read my emails or waste their time on me when I start talking 
Anyway, my only purpose of being blunt is to get rid of unwanted emails & communication and to have limited audience. An example will help here.
An email received recently: "I need your help Swami. life has got messed up."
These are the people that don't read anything and are looking for a Guru or Swami who can provide magical solutions. THERE are NONE. In fact I would love to have a magical formula if someone has it. Please let me know a Guru who can solve my problems My Guru did not 'magically' resolve anything. He made me walk every step towards it and I am happy he did that. I was always wrong when I expected 'miracles' in my life. They happened only when I stopped expecting them .
Unfortunately, these are the same people who become victim eventually, because there is always someone waiting for gullible people.
Here is another email and this is not some uneducated lady in India, but she lives in USA: (Most probably this is an undercover cop, or a prostitute? If not, then I am really sorry for her.)
"Since I met Guru I cannot feel love, he is a sexual pornography psychopath, I cannot stop crying..."
These are the people who walk into a trap by themselves. Even the God cannot help them.
By being blunt and harsh in my emails I am just trying to keep such elements away because I cannot help anyone. I mean it. The only thing I can do is try to explain the path that I am traveling. That is it. Readers can take what they like or throw everything. There is 100% freedom.
So why do I even do the website and emails?
My exact purpose is to help those that are climbing the highest mountain of the Universe - the God. Does it mean I have reached the peak? Not at all! I am just a traveler that is trying help the fellow travelers. It is that simple.
Here are few emails from readers. These are the emails that keep me doing what I do.
'I have been wanting to thank you for your email since a while. I always look forward for your email. I know I am lost but your emails help me to atleast know the right direction.'
'Thank you very much. tumchya website cha khup khup phayada hot ahe mazasathi ani mazya spiritual pragati sathi. Param puja kalawati ai mala tumacha dware help karat ahet. thank you so much'
'Your mails are really illuminating for someone who has started doing sadhana only recently! Encourages me to keep my expectations low and soldier on! Thanks for your messages! Keep it going!'
'I accidentally stumbled upon your site while searching for swami samarth and info on kundalini yoga. I am highly impressed by the content of your site, especially route of siddha/kundalini yoga'
'Thanks a lot today I got answer to all my questions. I started following Swami Samarth when I got to know about him from 2008 actually this was starting period of my downfall which is still continuing. There were period when I questioned Swami's existence, I have had fight with him like I do with my mother and father. There were days when I stopped worshiping him, but he never let me alone. Where I used to go I always felt his presence around me. But today I understand he gave me strength to consume my Karma-Phala as said by you, as you are the source where he made me learn my mistake I truly whole heatedly apologize to him through you for questioning his presence. I accept my mistake and wish that he always blesses me. You have answered my all life questions in very best and simplest way. Thank you a lot.'
....and there are many more.
Once again sorry if any of my words have hurt anyone. that is not the purpose. I hope this email makes it clear.
Thanks
Mahendra Joshi |